somewhere in there is a moped waiting to be born

yup, scored an old puch off the interwebs this winter dirt cheap. going to become the ultimate in cheap transportatoin, well after building the beast that is. and you cant beat parking, yup everywhere.

The bear must come out of hibernation

And so it begins again, time to take better care of myself. the bear must lose his hibernation weight. i need to get this in check before spring. MTN biking at my current weight and such would blow. so its time to start getting serious. going to see what the Y can offer me tomorrow. in my current state of retirement, i believe it is somewhere in the realm of 25 bucks a month. i can handle that. there is nothing better then the feeling when you are in shape. i love it. i love the gym, its like a drug. when you come out of the gym, you feel like you could conquer the world, or at least i do. conquer on!!

realization

realization number one: i care more about my friends then i do myself. honestly, i dont care for a single second about myself. its like i am a self destructive person. the only thing i care about for myself is to do things great. i want to be able to do everything. i want to be able to do everything amazingly. but back in reality, all i care about every day is that my family and friends are ok and doing swimmingly. i dont know why i love that word so much but i do.

i asked today as a simple question, what would be the soundtrack to my life? and you know what i got as an instant reaction? douchebag comments instantly. it really makes you wonder the type of company you keep. i have been learning that the people that i have once called friends should be better described as a acquaintances.

i guess what i am saying is dont take lightly those that you refer to as your friends, because those that are, always reveal themselves as such. i know who i can count on and likewise and all i can say is from the bottom of my heart is thank you.