realization number one: i care more about my friends then i do myself. honestly, i dont care for a single second about myself. its like i am a self destructive person. the only thing i care about for myself is to do things great. i want to be able to do everything. i want to be able to do everything amazingly. but back in reality, all i care about every day is that my family and friends are ok and doing swimmingly. i dont know why i love that word so much but i do.
i asked today as a simple question, what would be the soundtrack to my life? and you know what i got as an instant reaction? douchebag comments instantly. it really makes you wonder the type of company you keep. i have been learning that the people that i have once called friends should be better described as a acquaintances.
i guess what i am saying is dont take lightly those that you refer to as your friends, because those that are, always reveal themselves as such. i know who i can count on and likewise and all i can say is from the bottom of my heart is thank you.
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it's good to care about others so much but you also can't forget about yourself. doesn't it make you wonder why you don't care so much about yourself?
ReplyDeletesorry to hear about your "friends" (or lack thereof). i know the feeling, and it sucks. but don't you think it's better to find these things out now? :)
chin up!
yeah i guess i have just always been the person that wants to help everyone else but kind of forgets about himself. who knows.
ReplyDeleteas far as for the others, i have known for a while they just keep proving it. they just represent a very small portion of people i know and those that i now know to not call friends